Colleen. 22. I don't even know what this blog is anymore. It's a monster. Have fun.


do you ever get in those moods where you don’t know how to feel and everything kinda feels mixed up and you’re just sitting there alone in your room trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with you


if you are a cute, 6 foot something dork with good sense of humor and if you wanna have a sarcastic, yet cuddly af girlfriend who can cook/bake well hit me up

How I feel about my post-graduation plans




Freshman year:


Sophomore year:
image Junior year: image

Senior year: 


dat u haru



height difference is my weakness…i may have exaggerated it a little bit ๑´ㅂ`๑)




if u wanna talk to me & are shy because u think ur bothering me

pls do it

i’m not cool or popular

i’m a sad lonely meme

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so much for a relaxing evening.

I fucking hate my life.


ɪ’ᴠᴇ sᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ rec lists floating around but i decided to make one of my own. let haru take us along on a magical journey of shipping and basking in glorious prose and flawless characterization and gut-pulling plot. the ship is alive. there is nothing to fear.

01, thrust your fingers into the surface and carve an opening

denial is not just a river in egypt by ad_astra | ao3 link

is this the makorin bible? probably? a+ rec for lung-busting humor, so much friendship magic and warmth that you will never need a blanket during wintertime, and the kind of rin characterization that you dream about even when you’re wide awake — not to mention an incredible portrayal of the iwatobis. if you haven’t read this fic, drop what you’re doing and go!

♦ loose ends by four_sweatervests | ao3 link

fav thing about this fic: rin and kou’s relationship, a delicately tread balance between experience and intimate adventure, makoto’s parents actually exist, plus some pretty awesome emoting stuff.

love thy neighbor by attemptsonwords | ao3 link

i can actually see this happening. ft. some of the best pacing + development ever, the right blend of swashbuckling humor and hot de-stressing action and domestic shenanigans in a too-small apartment in tokyo.
02, then slide your body through that opening

♦ bellyflop or dive by mangemouth | ao3 link

includes: a crucial factor that is missing in a lot of makorin fics: the nagirin dynamic. also includes: adorably tsundere-ing rin, amazingly accurate nagisa, unexpectedly strong and heartwarming emotions.

♦ his fate, tinted red by isuilde | ao3 link

a color (and sometimes blind) soulmates au, incredibly raw and emotionally written, esp near the end — one of those fics you end up reading over a lot while crying into your pillow each time.

♦ i saw sparks by lisettedelapin | ao3 link

like summer melting into a song.

♦ our earthly days by isoladea | ao3 link

really nice prose, a neat little episode that fits snuggly back in season 1. the kind of seed you plant in the minds of unwitting shippers.

quadrennium by risotto | ao3 link

the future fic OF YOUR DREAMS! olympic rin, slow build, incredibly satisfying 8)

♦ seven weeks & fourteen months by katjalaroux | ao3 link

this is also something that can actually happen; it’s really sweet, brings out a caring side of rin.
03, moving your arms, your head, your chest...

one thousand and one by risotto | ao3 link

this arabian au/scheherazade fusion is so beautiful your heart will ache — the language, the stories, and the development are all so elegant and subtle, not to mention dreamlike in its romance.

♦ flowers are too much of a hassle (but if you liked it, okay then) by isuilde | ao3 link

a fluffy flower shop au that makes you feel like the entire world is made out of daisies and there are screentoned roses inked onto the corner of every wall.


philosophy homework sux so here i am

☄ Picture of you
♥ Name of crush
☯ Religion
✉ State of origin
♬ Favorite song/s
♪ Favorite band
☑ Full name
Ω Favorite Book
♘ Favorite Animal
✞ Are you religious
☥ Cats or dogs
☝ Dominant hand
♨ Ocean or Lake
♉ Star Sign
♧ Eye color
✌ Favorite character
✏ Writer or reader
☪ Hair color
♂ Gender
✈ Last vacation
☍ Silver or gold


if you’re confused about what my blog’s really about, don’t worry

i’m confused too



Continuing the post-Free! with MakoHaru as university students, usually Makoto would treat them both for ice cream during breaks then all of a sudden Haru would keep on grabbing his bag strap for no reason. He wouldn’t usually mind until Haru pulled so hard and then well… this kinda happens and everyone around them just stares at them thinking "are they not even embarrassed?" Apparently the reason behind the strap pulling was so that Haru can make sure Makoto doesn’t go off anywhere again where he couldn’t see him. Based on this official art that I have no idea where it is from. I should be embarrassed drawing this but decided to dismiss the whole idea HAHAHHA they are so gross

aequxr’s tags: #headcanon that haru likes pda sometimes #cause he sees girls looking at makoto #and is like no that is mine watch this.

I wasn’t gonna reblog it but the tags just spoke to me. It is EXACTLY as I want it. HAHHAHA Thank you. Haru’s just tsundere, he likes all the attention Makoto is giving him and would like to show it off when they are in Tokyo because damn he’s got one fine young man and ladies should just back off. TATb

reiharu endcards (✿◠‿◠)